fy fan
jag sa åt honom att jag inte ville prata om det men han..fortsatte att prata. Fy fan vad jag hatar honom. Seriöst
Fast..det är ju klart..vänta, jag ska klistra in.
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
i see
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
how did u find out:-O
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
have u ever seen him irl?:-O
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
Because he ignored me for a week, i tried to call him and msg him
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
but he never responded
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
then i forced it out of him
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
forced?
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
I dont see why you want me to tell you this
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
dont you think it hurts enough already
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
well, i was wondering, because we like, used to talk alot on maple , and never heard something about u on msn when I quited, thing is, i liked talking to you and stuff, and want you to be happy, but yeah, if you want me to stop talking or something, thats alright, but sometimes talking about stuff that hurted you makes you feel better, or atleast, before I asked, i didnt knew that it hurt, like you just said it did. or something, but yeah, Goodluck in your life, or whatever your going to do (L)
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
im sorry justing. but its just that..its so soon and im not sure that my heart will ever be able to heal from this. so it hurts to talk about him, to think about him. I dont want anything to do with him anymore. I hate him because i cant stop loving him even after what he did to me.
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
I understand that, don't really know what to say, but if i say that you can talk to me if you need me, you won't come to me and talk to me if you do
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
because you never need me.
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
you know:P i say that all the time to friends or w/e
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
but they still dont come
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
so yeah
||| ||| - (*) - ♫ JUSTiNG_ (L) _ Club Poppa ♥_ säger:
kidna gay
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
You know justing, its hard for me to talk to people about my feelings. cause i never share them. Might be why mitch wanted to cheat on me because i was always sad and wanted to talk to him. Maybe i put too much preasure on him? I dont know. but he always avoided my questions and was never really there when i needed him. So..it makes me doubt people. I have always doubted people.
O'Malin shouts he~hu! säger:
Because in the end i have always been hurt
Jag tror att det här är det första seriösa samtalet jag har haft med honom.
